I miss those times..

I miss it already? Does it bother me?
Not having my first girlfriend...?
Well I think all things and situations in our lives even break-ups has a purpose in your life if she's not the one then it's not..
I can say that wer'e not intimate enough in the point that we don't keep secrets yet she keeps her secret to my friend rather than me his boyfriend, It reaaly hurts that she and my friend are often chatting, texting or even calling each other while me here with my heart broken every time I hear it from my concerned friends..
Are relationship didn't even last a month just about four weeks...
Do you think it's a game?!
Some people just have girlfriends to say that there mature enough then after several months they will break-up and have a relationship again with a whole different person..They're fooling themselves!! THAT"S NOT TRUE LOVE!!
I wish my first love(not my first crush or girlfriend)will come back again here in Manila.